Last night, my husband Daniel and me were talking. We got on the subject of life and what-not. He shocked me. He told me how close he gets to customers at the place he works and talks A LOT about me and how I am so wonderful. He told me, he had told my life story and a lot of the people would reply, "wow, I don't know how she did it all, I would have been dead because I would have probably killed myself." Well, I am not going to lie, I am extremely blessed to be alive. I wanted to die so bad, and suicide thoughts haunted me since the age of ten years old.