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Temporary Home

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Wed, 2009-10-21 02:44

This is a breathtakingly beautiful song from Carrie Underwood's upcoming album.  It's called "Temporary Home":

 

Little boy, six years old,

A little too used to being alone.

Another new mom and dad,

Another school, another house

That will never be home.

When people ask him how he likes this place,

He looks up and says with a smile upon his face,

 

"This is my temporary home.  It's not where I belong.

Windows and rooms that I'm passing through.

This is just a stop on the way to where I'm going.

3rd Degree Burns...

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Thu, 2009-10-15 04:52

I'll try to make this is quick as possible..

 

Monday night, there was an accident at work and I suffered second and third degree burns on my arm and face.  Because of no insurance and complications with my job, I may end up having up to take my job to court to get my medical bills paid if I need further medical attention (I am going to see the Doctor this week).  

Urgent Prayers Needed!!

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Fri, 2009-07-24 21:21

Two days ago, I posted a praise report that a friend of mine who has been trying to have a baby.  She found out over a year ago that she is sterile, but just found out recently that her and her husband are expecting their first baby!!

 

Praise God for Miracles!!!!

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Wed, 2009-07-22 09:01

A year or a year and a half ago, I posted a prayer request on the boards--back when I didn't come by as often.  It was for my friend, Amber, and her husband, Adam.  For a few years, they've been trying to have a baby.  After the first year of unsuccess, she went to the doctor.  She received very heartbreaking news that she was infertile.  At the time, she was working at a women's clinic.  She had to suffer through the pain of other women going in to have abortions.  Once, she told me that she actually went into the bathroom and cried, wondering that if the

My Surrender

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Tue, 2009-07-07 04:41

Here is another song that I wrote, called "My Surrender"

 

Afraid

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Tue, 2009-07-07 04:31

I hope you guys don't mind.. but I'm going to start posting a few songs here that I have written... I hope to record some of these this fall.

 

This one is called "AFRAID"

 

Can you see it?  The storm you're in seems to be
So big that you can't find your way to the surface
Of the sea you're drowning in.
Can you hear Him?  Someone's crying out.  Can you hear Him?
It's time to come out of the shadows you're living in.
No use in living there anymore...

Prayer Request

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Wed, 2009-07-01 12:56

I posted a blog a week or so ago asking for prayer regarding my eating disorder because it had gotten a lot worse.

First of all, it's really no better right now.  However, I am moving to Oklahoma next month as most of you know.  I've started the process of trying to find an E.D. support group.  I've found two already in Oklahoma City, which is only 10 - 20 minutes from where I'll be. 

Prayer Request and Info about American Idol

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Wed, 2009-06-17 02:48

Okay, first of all, you guys remember me telling you that I am leaving to audition for American Idol?  Well, I found out today, literally just a couple days before I leave, that I will not be auditioning because my place to stay in Chicago fell through.

American Idol Audition

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Wed, 2009-06-10 23:34

For those who don't know, singing has always been a passion of mine.  Through the many trials that I have faced in my life, the Lord has used those to let me grow closer to Him and to make my passion for music stronger. 

Broken and crying for help...

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Thu, 2009-06-18 04:18

Okay.. so continuing from my American Idol blog telling you guys that unfortunately, I can't audition this year after all.... and I think I'm not-so-finally seeing the answer to why I'm not meant to audition this year.

Right now, I need to concentrate on my health.  A lot of you know that I've been battling Bulimia Nervosa for 2.5 years now.  And you all know that I also started to throw up again not too long ago.