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Praise God for Miracles!!!!

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Wed, 2009-07-22 09:01

A year or a year and a half ago, I posted a prayer request on the boards--back when I didn't come by as often.  It was for my friend, Amber, and her husband, Adam.  For a few years, they've been trying to have a baby.  After the first year of unsuccess, she went to the doctor.  She received very heartbreaking news that she was infertile.  At the time, she was working at a women's clinic.  She had to suffer through the pain of other women going in to have abortions.  Once, she told me that she actually went into the bathroom and cried, wondering that if the

More Beautiful You (LYRICS)

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Tue, 2009-07-07 04:17

This song really touches me everytime I hear it.  The lyrics are so powerful, and definitely relate to me a lot...

 

Little girl, fourteen, flipping through a magazine,
Says she wants to look that way.
But her hair isn't straight, her body isn't fake,
And she's always felt overweight.
Little girl, fourteen, I wish that you could see
The beauty is within your heart.
And you were made with such care
Your skin, your body, and your hair
Are perfect just the way they are.

Broken and crying for help...

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Thu, 2009-06-18 04:18

Okay.. so continuing from my American Idol blog telling you guys that unfortunately, I can't audition this year after all.... and I think I'm not-so-finally seeing the answer to why I'm not meant to audition this year.

Right now, I need to concentrate on my health.  A lot of you know that I've been battling Bulimia Nervosa for 2.5 years now.  And you all know that I also started to throw up again not too long ago.

American Idol Audition

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Wed, 2009-06-10 23:34

For those who don't know, singing has always been a passion of mine.  Through the many trials that I have faced in my life, the Lord has used those to let me grow closer to Him and to make my passion for music stronger. 

3rd Degree Burns...

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Thu, 2009-10-15 04:52

I'll try to make this is quick as possible..

 

Monday night, there was an accident at work and I suffered second and third degree burns on my arm and face.  Because of no insurance and complications with my job, I may end up having up to take my job to court to get my medical bills paid if I need further medical attention (I am going to see the Doctor this week).  

Urgent Prayers Needed!!

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Fri, 2009-07-24 21:21

Two days ago, I posted a praise report that a friend of mine who has been trying to have a baby.  She found out over a year ago that she is sterile, but just found out recently that her and her husband are expecting their first baby!!

 

My Surrender

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Tue, 2009-07-07 04:41

Here is another song that I wrote, called "My Surrender"

 

Afraid

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Tue, 2009-07-07 04:31

I hope you guys don't mind.. but I'm going to start posting a few songs here that I have written... I hope to record some of these this fall.

 

This one is called "AFRAID"

 

Can you see it?  The storm you're in seems to be
So big that you can't find your way to the surface
Of the sea you're drowning in.
Can you hear Him?  Someone's crying out.  Can you hear Him?
It's time to come out of the shadows you're living in.
No use in living there anymore...

Temporary Home

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Wed, 2009-10-21 02:44

This is a breathtakingly beautiful song from Carrie Underwood's upcoming album.  It's called "Temporary Home":

 

Little boy, six years old,

A little too used to being alone.

Another new mom and dad,

Another school, another house

That will never be home.

When people ask him how he likes this place,

He looks up and says with a smile upon his face,

 

"This is my temporary home.  It's not where I belong.

Windows and rooms that I'm passing through.

This is just a stop on the way to where I'm going.

Please pray for this family!!!!!!

Submitted by holding0n2jesus on Fri, 2009-08-28 02:20

A few weeks ago, I posted a prayer request/praise report.  It was about my friend, Amber.  She was pronounced infertile and her and her husband have struggled having a baby.  She found out she was pregnant with TWINS! 

 

Well, I come with sad news.  She lost one of the babies.  She went in or an ultrasound.  One of the babies measured 11 weeks and was bouncing around in there like crazy.  The other baby only measured 8 weeks and had no heartbeat.